I don’t dress in nice or tight fitting clothes strictly so I don’t pay attention to my body. Putting on dresses like this gives me anxiety. Everything is cutting me or restricting and it makes me feel enormous.
Ever since my Mom died I can’t seem to get my body under control again. I’m back at 135 and I desperately need to be at 125. It’s 10lbs you say, that’s not a lot!
But for someone who goes through periods of binges and punishment restriction, it’s a lot. I want to do this the healthy way. I do. It just takes so long.
Every time I shave my legs and fat bulges in places I want to kill myself. My legs are hideous. How does my fiancé want to have sex with me? How is he not disgusted by me?
I’m disgusted by me.
i was confident for like 2 minutes one time
My thighs are covered in dimples again. I need to immerse myself fully into the diet community again. I need to make serious changes very quickly. I hate my body.
135 lbs. so annoying. I need to be 120.
i would absolutely punch a younger version of myself in the face
I hate when people pretend they’re the poster child of tolerance when in the end if they don’t understand something they’ll shoot it down with out thinking for a second that it’s someones belief/lifestyle/life
what is: the left